Haih...

Tomorrow my parents have to go to Negeri Sembilan again to attend my uncle's funeral. What will happen later? Wondering whether my brother will be shouting at me again or not. haha I will cook black pepper mee for siblings tomorrow. haha Hope I will not wake up because of the TV anymore. As you know, every human has a specific limit of patience.

Anyway, it has really been a long time I did not write in my blog. This is because I feel like my blog is boring. haha. But when I saw someone's blog today, I think I should write down all my feelings in this blog. Honestly, today I'm writting is because I really don't know what I am thinking about. I feel so complicated . There are feelings of depressed, angry, happy and lastly confused.

I feel like my friend is avoiding me. Maybe I think too much:) However, I admit I really have a bit feelings for him BUT my 1st priority is studies and I'm extremely sure that his 1st priority is also studies too. I just scared he does not dare to talk to me anymore. I will always put my studies first .So of course I will focus on my SPM now. Sometimes I really feel extremely bad for disturbing him when I sms him as I don't hope that I sms him distract him from concentrating in studies. I'm sorry. Hope you are reading my blog. I'm really really sorry for disturbing you. I hope you know that now I sms you just because I want a best friend to talk to . :) I don't know why you suddenly don't reply my message. I'll feel sad too even though my friends do that to mE.

Hmmm... Besides, I just finished my Form 4 chapter 8 Biology. I took 3 days to finish it.How slow am I? haih I followed my friend's advice which was making a checklist. hehe I really followed the advice and I realised that I did badly this time because I did not have much time to revise for it. So I must make sure now all my studies are done in a proper and a more systematic way. I changed the way I studied. Hopefully I will be creating a new history in my life next year. My SPM result is going to determine which path I'm taking. So of course, I must appreciate and make good use of my time.Have to leave now. Bye ,take care. Hope God bless me and help me. Thank you. Amen.