Monday, November 30, 2009
STUDY FROM NOW AND PUT OTHERS TO THE SIDE!!!
I understand what you want. You want an extremely bright future. Only one thing you want to do is to study as much as you can and get flying colours in your public exam next year. This is also what I want. I'm extremely sure that everyone wants to have a brighter future. Right? So let us start working hard and study smart now. But one thing which I wanted to ask for so long ,how to make sure we won't be lazy and follow our study schedule? Comments please:)
Disappointed...STRESS!!!
I am very sad when my close friends did not tell me that today 4S1 has to come to school to get BM results. They forgot to tell me. T_T DISAPPOINTED!
I got my bm results. My teacher spotted out some of the mistakes I did in my essay and she said if you did not do the following mistakes u will get an excellent essay mark. My heart sanked to the bottom. SOB! If my essay is excellent I would get a better result. hehe...
However , I realised that there's actually only 2 careless mistakes which I did and others are accepted by my tuition teacher but not my school teacher.My teacher explains that we cannot write "salah satu" because it gives a negative effect and a bad impression to the examiner. This is why it is not suitable to be used in my essay. haha Besides there is another funnier mistake I did which is I wrote sila tepuk dada tanyalah selera. I asked my teacher why did you cut off the sila and she said if you write sila, means you are inviting everyone to tepuk dada haha . In conclusion, all these small mistakes have given me an A2. Sob! Plus, I may even get a lower mark if it is marked by other teachers. Different teachers have different styles of marking, am I right?hehe:)
I got my bm results. My teacher spotted out some of the mistakes I did in my essay and she said if you did not do the following mistakes u will get an excellent essay mark. My heart sanked to the bottom. SOB! If my essay is excellent I would get a better result. hehe...
However , I realised that there's actually only 2 careless mistakes which I did and others are accepted by my tuition teacher but not my school teacher.My teacher explains that we cannot write "salah satu" because it gives a negative effect and a bad impression to the examiner. This is why it is not suitable to be used in my essay. haha Besides there is another funnier mistake I did which is I wrote sila tepuk dada tanyalah selera. I asked my teacher why did you cut off the sila and she said if you write sila, means you are inviting everyone to tepuk dada haha . In conclusion, all these small mistakes have given me an A2. Sob! Plus, I may even get a lower mark if it is marked by other teachers. Different teachers have different styles of marking, am I right?hehe:)
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Haih...
Tomorrow my parents have to go to Negeri Sembilan again to attend my uncle's funeral. What will happen later? Wondering whether my brother will be shouting at me again or not. haha I will cook black pepper mee for siblings tomorrow. haha Hope I will not wake up because of the TV anymore. As you know, every human has a specific limit of patience.
Anyway, it has really been a long time I did not write in my blog. This is because I feel like my blog is boring. haha. But when I saw someone's blog today, I think I should write down all my feelings in this blog. Honestly, today I'm writting is because I really don't know what I am thinking about. I feel so complicated . There are feelings of depressed, angry, happy and lastly confused.
I feel like my friend is avoiding me. Maybe I think too much:) However, I admit I really have a bit feelings for him BUT my 1st priority is studies and I'm extremely sure that his 1st priority is also studies too. I just scared he does not dare to talk to me anymore. I will always put my studies first .So of course I will focus on my SPM now. Sometimes I really feel extremely bad for disturbing him when I sms him as I don't hope that I sms him distract him from concentrating in studies. I'm sorry. Hope you are reading my blog. I'm really really sorry for disturbing you. I hope you know that now I sms you just because I want a best friend to talk to . :) I don't know why you suddenly don't reply my message. I'll feel sad too even though my friends do that to mE.
Hmmm... Besides, I just finished my Form 4 chapter 8 Biology. I took 3 days to finish it.How slow am I? haih I followed my friend's advice which was making a checklist. hehe I really followed the advice and I realised that I did badly this time because I did not have much time to revise for it. So I must make sure now all my studies are done in a proper and a more systematic way. I changed the way I studied. Hopefully I will be creating a new history in my life next year. My SPM result is going to determine which path I'm taking. So of course, I must appreciate and make good use of my time.Have to leave now. Bye ,take care. Hope God bless me and help me. Thank you. Amen.
Anyway, it has really been a long time I did not write in my blog. This is because I feel like my blog is boring. haha. But when I saw someone's blog today, I think I should write down all my feelings in this blog. Honestly, today I'm writting is because I really don't know what I am thinking about. I feel so complicated . There are feelings of depressed, angry, happy and lastly confused.
I feel like my friend is avoiding me. Maybe I think too much:) However, I admit I really have a bit feelings for him BUT my 1st priority is studies and I'm extremely sure that his 1st priority is also studies too. I just scared he does not dare to talk to me anymore. I will always put my studies first .So of course I will focus on my SPM now. Sometimes I really feel extremely bad for disturbing him when I sms him as I don't hope that I sms him distract him from concentrating in studies. I'm sorry. Hope you are reading my blog. I'm really really sorry for disturbing you. I hope you know that now I sms you just because I want a best friend to talk to . :) I don't know why you suddenly don't reply my message. I'll feel sad too even though my friends do that to mE.
Hmmm... Besides, I just finished my Form 4 chapter 8 Biology. I took 3 days to finish it.How slow am I? haih I followed my friend's advice which was making a checklist. hehe I really followed the advice and I realised that I did badly this time because I did not have much time to revise for it. So I must make sure now all my studies are done in a proper and a more systematic way. I changed the way I studied. Hopefully I will be creating a new history in my life next year. My SPM result is going to determine which path I'm taking. So of course, I must appreciate and make good use of my time.Have to leave now. Bye ,take care. Hope God bless me and help me. Thank you. Amen.
Taking care of siblings when parents are not at home.
28 th of November 2009.
Today the sound of TV woke me and my sister up. I went downstairs and realised my brother was watching TV. I asked him to lower down the volume as I knew that the sound was too loud. My brother shouted at me when I tried to lower down the volume. My parents were not at home. They went to Negeri Sembilan. So , it is my job to take care of my siblings.
After that, I realised my brother did not eat breakfast and he shouted at me when I asked him to eat. T_T Then, my sister was quite obedient today. I also don't know why. haha. She listened to me and we ate breakfast together. Then I taught her english. To my surprise, she really did her english exercise very well as my mum thought that her english was extremely bad. So advice to all of you, no one is borne with a perfect and good English unless you are willing to work hard to learn and speak English fluently and appropriately. As people always say, Practice makes perfect:)
After English I taught her Maths. haha While teaching her, I was doing my homework too. At the same time that stubborn kid is still watching tv. Don't know what to say about him. Haih!
Had a terrible conflict with him this morning and don't feel like scolding him .It was lunch time. I cooked and he kept complaining that the food was not hot enough whereas my sister said it is okay. So I just kept quiet.
My parents came back at 5 evening. Once they came back, I went to take my nap. What a tiring experience taking care of them especially taking care of my stubborn brother. haihT_T
Today the sound of TV woke me and my sister up. I went downstairs and realised my brother was watching TV. I asked him to lower down the volume as I knew that the sound was too loud. My brother shouted at me when I tried to lower down the volume. My parents were not at home. They went to Negeri Sembilan. So , it is my job to take care of my siblings.
After that, I realised my brother did not eat breakfast and he shouted at me when I asked him to eat. T_T Then, my sister was quite obedient today. I also don't know why. haha. She listened to me and we ate breakfast together. Then I taught her english. To my surprise, she really did her english exercise very well as my mum thought that her english was extremely bad. So advice to all of you, no one is borne with a perfect and good English unless you are willing to work hard to learn and speak English fluently and appropriately. As people always say, Practice makes perfect:)
After English I taught her Maths. haha While teaching her, I was doing my homework too. At the same time that stubborn kid is still watching tv. Don't know what to say about him. Haih!
Had a terrible conflict with him this morning and don't feel like scolding him .It was lunch time. I cooked and he kept complaining that the food was not hot enough whereas my sister said it is okay. So I just kept quiet.
My parents came back at 5 evening. Once they came back, I went to take my nap. What a tiring experience taking care of them especially taking care of my stubborn brother. haihT_T
Life
What to say about life huh? To you guys, what is life? We could not expect what's going to happen later , tomorrow or next year...
My dad received a call from my cousin last Friday morning. My dad answered okay in a very sad tone and he sighed in sadness. My uncle just passed away that morning. Honestly I really can't tell you how he looked like and I couldn't even remember when was the last time I saw him.
As I know, he is my eldest uncle from my father's side. Tomorrow my parents are going to mourn for him in Negeri Sembilan . Hope God bless him in heaven... Amen.
My dad received a call from my cousin last Friday morning. My dad answered okay in a very sad tone and he sighed in sadness. My uncle just passed away that morning. Honestly I really can't tell you how he looked like and I couldn't even remember when was the last time I saw him.
As I know, he is my eldest uncle from my father's side. Tomorrow my parents are going to mourn for him in Negeri Sembilan . Hope God bless him in heaven... Amen.
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