HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 !=)

-给朋友-

* 悲伤如果是在追逐不可得的未来，

不如好回味曾经拥有的过去，

把握当下的真实，走向未来。*

感情没有谁对？谁错？

发生问题时，要勇敢面对，尽量沟通。

不要让误会遮掩了真实。

失去了想再追回来， 难又难。

2010 新年快乐！

- 给自己-

新的一年，给自己的生活涂上七彩

快乐与希望

去年的失败，是今年的成功

只要肯在失败中寻找原因

敢于改革求变

勤力再加勤奋

我想信我的SPM

一定能考到与我相同血形的等级。

A+ A+ A+ A+ A+ A+A+A +A+A+

My father is fine:)

My father is so lucky. Thanks to God. He told us a big trailer went into our van which is much smaller than the trailer. U guess what happened? My father's van turned over and luckily there was no other car on the road at that time. The van's mirror broke. Imagine your car is turned over. Of course your car will be so badly damaged. Ya our very old van is damaged now .

However, my father came back safely.He said he was so scared at that time because it was his first time his van turned over. His shoulder is injured. Luckily not his head. Many people said my father is so lucky so they copied down my father's van plate number and bought toto 4D=.=''. Normally my father's van mirror is opened while he is driving. Luckily today he closed his van mirror .hehe.... Got to go:) bye:)

Very sad today...

God, make sure my dad is doing fine... Please. He has not come back yet and his hp cannot be contacted. Sorry guys. I had to go back early with teacher because my dad met an accident and injured. I heard from my mum that our van was badly in shape. My mum is worried about my dad now. We did not know know where and how he got injured. Which part got injured? Why this acident happen?Why? T.T Waiting for my dad to come back now. God help me...

Share some info with you guys especially who are from 4S2.

Hmmm... I found out that your teacher said that bina ayat must write 2 sentences. haha Ridiculous! It was clearly written bina SATU ayat sahaja. haha Anyway, always remember that your SPM examiner is not him. hehe... So guys chill don't get angry...:)

Actually I asked my teacher how can we make only one sentence with penanda wacana. She said actually it's easy but we never get exposed to this kind of question ... This is why we got shocked when we saw the question especially when it stated satu ayat sahaja.

Let me tell you guys. Whenever we have to make a sentence with penanda wacana,we must make sure each sentence which we make must contain 2 PERKARA! If you only got one perkara in your sentence then you will get an egg for it. haha means 0 mark... Okay? Get it?

Oh ya to get an A+ my teacher said you guys must read your both novels and KOMSAS very well. If each section u lost a few marks,it is hard to get A +. Try to score very well in paper 2. All this while I thought A + is 90 above, but my teacher said it is 85. Haha well good luck guys!

* Just remember your SPM examiner is not your school teacher:) Don't give up.=)

Write for fun:)

Woohooo! Now raining ! Nice to sleep! haha... Today I just watched New Moon.Of course at home! By the way,some of my friends said the movie was not nice but I think IT'S OKAY . However , I don't really understand the movie. hehe... You guys should watch it and tell me your opinion hehe.

Haih. SOB! November is over and yet I haven't hang out with my friends.T_T
Finally December already. Many things will happen in this month! haha. Looking forward to it:) hehe=) Gotta go:) bye..... take care.....

STUDY FROM NOW AND PUT OTHERS TO THE SIDE!!!

I understand what you want. You want an extremely bright future. Only one thing you want to do is to study as much as you can and get flying colours in your public exam next year. This is also what I want. I'm extremely sure that everyone wants to have a brighter future. Right? So let us start working hard and study smart now. But one thing which I wanted to ask for so long ,how to make sure we won't be lazy and follow our study schedule? Comments please:)

Disappointed...STRESS!!!

I am very sad when my close friends did not tell me that today 4S1 has to come to school to get BM results. They forgot to tell me. T_T DISAPPOINTED!

I got my bm results. My teacher spotted out some of the mistakes I did in my essay and she said if you did not do the following mistakes u will get an excellent essay mark. My heart sanked to the bottom. SOB! If my essay is excellent I would get a better result. hehe...

However , I realised that there's actually only 2 careless mistakes which I did and others are accepted by my tuition teacher but not my school teacher.My teacher explains that we cannot write "salah satu" because it gives a negative effect and a bad impression to the examiner. This is why it is not suitable to be used in my essay. haha Besides there is another funnier mistake I did which is I wrote sila tepuk dada tanyalah selera. I asked my teacher why did you cut off the sila and she said if you write sila, means you are inviting everyone to tepuk dada haha . In conclusion, all these small mistakes have given me an A2. Sob! Plus, I may even get a lower mark if it is marked by other teachers. Different teachers have different styles of marking, am I right?hehe:)

Haih...

Tomorrow my parents have to go to Negeri Sembilan again to attend my uncle's funeral. What will happen later? Wondering whether my brother will be shouting at me again or not. haha I will cook black pepper mee for siblings tomorrow. haha Hope I will not wake up because of the TV anymore. As you know, every human has a specific limit of patience.

Anyway, it has really been a long time I did not write in my blog. This is because I feel like my blog is boring. haha. But when I saw someone's blog today, I think I should write down all my feelings in this blog. Honestly, today I'm writting is because I really don't know what I am thinking about. I feel so complicated . There are feelings of depressed, angry, happy and lastly confused.

I feel like my friend is avoiding me. Maybe I think too much:) However, I admit I really have a bit feelings for him BUT my 1st priority is studies and I'm extremely sure that his 1st priority is also studies too. I just scared he does not dare to talk to me anymore. I will always put my studies first .So of course I will focus on my SPM now. Sometimes I really feel extremely bad for disturbing him when I sms him as I don't hope that I sms him distract him from concentrating in studies. I'm sorry. Hope you are reading my blog. I'm really really sorry for disturbing you. I hope you know that now I sms you just because I want a best friend to talk to . :) I don't know why you suddenly don't reply my message. I'll feel sad too even though my friends do that to mE.

Hmmm... Besides, I just finished my Form 4 chapter 8 Biology. I took 3 days to finish it.How slow am I? haih I followed my friend's advice which was making a checklist. hehe I really followed the advice and I realised that I did badly this time because I did not have much time to revise for it. So I must make sure now all my studies are done in a proper and a more systematic way. I changed the way I studied. Hopefully I will be creating a new history in my life next year. My SPM result is going to determine which path I'm taking. So of course, I must appreciate and make good use of my time.Have to leave now. Bye ,take care. Hope God bless me and help me. Thank you. Amen.

Taking care of siblings when parents are not at home.

28 th of November 2009.
Today the sound of TV woke me and my sister up. I went downstairs and realised my brother was watching TV. I asked him to lower down the volume as I knew that the sound was too loud. My brother shouted at me when I tried to lower down the volume. My parents were not at home. They went to Negeri Sembilan. So , it is my job to take care of my siblings.

After that, I realised my brother did not eat breakfast and he shouted at me when I asked him to eat. T_T Then, my sister was quite obedient today. I also don't know why. haha. She listened to me and we ate breakfast together. Then I taught her english. To my surprise, she really did her english exercise very well as my mum thought that her english was extremely bad. So advice to all of you, no one is borne with a perfect and good English unless you are willing to work hard to learn and speak English fluently and appropriately. As people always say, Practice makes perfect:)

After English I taught her Maths. haha While teaching her, I was doing my homework too. At the same time that stubborn kid is still watching tv. Don't know what to say about him. Haih!
Had a terrible conflict with him this morning and don't feel like scolding him .It was lunch time. I cooked and he kept complaining that the food was not hot enough whereas my sister said it is okay. So I just kept quiet.
My parents came back at 5 evening. Once they came back, I went to take my nap. What a tiring experience taking care of them especially taking care of my stubborn brother. haihT_T

Life

What to say about life huh? To you guys, what is life? We could not expect what's going to happen later , tomorrow or next year...
My dad received a call from my cousin last Friday morning. My dad answered okay in a very sad tone and he sighed in sadness. My uncle just passed away that morning. Honestly I really can't tell you how he looked like and I couldn't even remember when was the last time I saw him.
As I know, he is my eldest uncle from my father's side. Tomorrow my parents are going to mourn for him in Negeri Sembilan . Hope God bless him in heaven... Amen.

Surgery for the first time...

5th of September is the day which symbolises the very first time I had a minor surgery.. I had suffered from corns on my right foot for four months... I couldn't bear the pain anymore so I took surgery.. Hehehe If you asked me whether it is pain or not ,of course it was pain especially the injections but I think it worths as I don't feel the pain anymore after the surgery... Well, it is kinda surprise to me because it takes shorter time compare to the time to wait to see the doctor... It only takes about 20 minutes... After that I came out of the operation room my dad was quite puzzled at that time and asked me " Wow so fast ?" I answered him happily "Yes..." haha Before operation I was very excited ... Maybe it is because I was waiting for so long to eliminate that "small little enemy" which gave me a lot of pain ... hahaha Er wana see how it looks like? I'll post the photo of it in a few weeks time as I am quite busy nowadays sorry ya.. That doctor asked me to go for check up on next Tuesday...Sigh... Hopefully it can recover soon.. hehehe :) Got to go.. Bye=)

Taekwondo class

I had a slightly small accident during my taekwondo class just now...hahaha My teacher asked us to do backswing ... I was so scared because that is my worst kick ... hahaha I did not know how to do... So I paid extra attention to my teacher (because I usually don't pay much attention in class=P )when he was telling us how to do a good backswing.. After that he asked us to try our best to do it, I really tried my very best and I thought I almost did it and I was on top of the world until a sound BANG !!!! Oh my goodness!!! My ankle hitted my friend's ankle .... It was like hitting a big and hard stone... hahaha PAIN PAIN PAIN !! Everyone was looking at us because the hitting sound was so loud... hahaha My teacher told both of us" Your legs are long !!! Becareful ! "My friend and I just giggled and apologised to each other while laughing at each other ... hahaha

Today my teacher gave us grading results... I did not take grading for so long hahaha All my friends got promoted to next belt already ... My friend teased me and said eh u still red belt? I asked him to shut up and my teacher suddenly asked who is going to sit for black belt for the next grading? I giggled at the side and my friends kept laughing at me ... It's a shame you know? I was wearing this red belt for 2 yrs already because I was scared to go for black belt...My teacher said to me , " You can't wait anymore... Don't waste your time...You must take already ! "I was like OMG !!I'll be the weakest candidate in that grading ... hahaha I still have 2 months to prepare for it... hehehe Work hard !!! Work hard ! :) That's all for now... Bye take care:)

I had school today :)

This Saturday morning I had school...My closest friend who used to be very serious in class all the time suddenly gave me a shock when she said something to me ... hahaha This is how it happens... We were having our Biology class..Teacher asked us to copy down all the informations in our note book... After I finished copying , my hand was so itchy that I opened the water tap and put some water on my hand and I told her that humans' skins are waterproof ... You guess what my friend said ?hahaha
This is what she said : Of course ... If our humans' skins are not waterproof, then humans' skins will keep absorbing water and then we will expand like a sponge because when it absorbs water it is surely very big and fat right ? She continued and said , So if our skins are not waterproof , we will have problem when we take our bath ... hahaha We have to squeeze the water out of our body as the body will keep absorbing water... We will become bigger and bigger if we do not squeeze the water out ... haha he way she said was extremely funny ... hahaha Too bad you guys are not there ...:) Today is a wonderful day ... hehehe

Parents

I am sure most of the teenagers nowadays are complaining that their parents don't believe in them .. Have you ever experienced it ? Please leave a comment ya ... :) thanks...

We do not talk for 2 weeks already...

Sigh... So sad when my closest friend did not talk to me for so many days... Yesterday he just sent me a message about friendship but I do not know what he is trying to tell me... :( so sad
During these two weeks holidays , I think it 's boring and filled with sadness... I feel so lazy to revise my books... I cried for days ... :) no1 knows why... hehehe but I motivated myself ... This is why people do not know that I'm sad for so many days already...
Oh yes... I became a counselor for some of my friends ... hehehe I really enjoy giving them advices about studies , love and life... Hmm... I hope that I can become a psychologist helping people to release stress and let go their sadness ... :) hehe So , if anyone of you need any advice , find me ya... I'm always ready to help you... :)

A weird weird dream.....

My blog is so boring... I know :) hahaha .... Anyway, there's something I feel like telling but I can't tell... :( I opt to keep it in my heart... hmmm... today I went for my BM replacement class from 8 30 to 2 in Eng Ann!!!After that I went for my History tuition .... My teacher asked a lot of questions... At first I was so excited to answer but then after a few minutes I was so tired to answer my teacher's questions...I kept quiet and I kept thinking about my dream yesterday... It's really weird and I'm very sure that if I tell you guys, no one will believe me as I just told my closest friend and she said " You like to think about that ... That 's why you dreamt about it ... " I denied it as before I slept I was playing with my siblings ... This means I did not think about it yesterday ... The dream gave me a type of feeling that I never feel before in my life... I felt so sad for the person who gave me that type of feeling... That person I never see in my life before... Maybe after a few years I will meet him.... I hope he's alright... In my dream, he is a very sick person and I feel like he needs help ... I only can tell you that he looks sombre... Haih am I creating stories?? hahaha I think you guys will think that I'm crazy... But I had dreamt about 2 guys that I never see before in my real life... 1 guy gave me happiness and another guy gave me sadness because of his health... Maybe something is telling me to choose the right guy in my future... hahaha Anyway why this dream come at this time?I am still studying... hahaha .... What a weird dream I had....Weird weird weird!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Busy BUSY!!!

Form 4 life is really busy!!! However, I enjoy it... My second monthly test had just over... Honestly, I did not study for this test as I was busy preparing for my drama for the opening ceromony last Monday... So when i got my paper today and knew some of my marks, I was happy because I do not study yet I improve... but I'm sad when other people got higher marks than me ... I think they deserve the results because they studied very hard for it.. There are also some of my classmates studied very hard but they did not do well... Erm... let me tell you guys the things that I haven't do yet... Tuition Homework!!! Moral project!!! My PJ brochure !!! My aural test presentation!!! My library things!! MY group activity !!! I still got a lot of things waiting for me to do !!! God please help me give me strength !!! Ok got to go now it's late... bye...

We seldom talk nowadays...

Doctor said he got eye stroke... :'( Why his health getting worse and worse??? I'm feeling very guilty because if that day I did not do anything wrong, that will not happen to him... Doctor said he will only fully recover after 3 months.... He is already so exhausted because of me .... I always depend on him for my transport to tuition classes and school... I'm sorry ... If that day I did not make him extremely angry, he will not get stroke... It's my fault and now he cannot get angry so easily so that it won't occur again but stroke will always happen so suddenly... No one can know when you will get... We seldom talk nowadays .... haiz...

Quite sad today...

What happened to me and him? We will quarrel whenever i talk ... He kept scolding and scolding ... I also don't wish to quarrel with him... I sometimes will only keep quiet and let him scold.... Today I found out something... Something is wrong with his health... :'( I do not know what can I do to help him but just to pray for him... I hope he will be fine...... I do not know whom i can tell my problem to ... T.T I do not want to quarrel with him anymore... That will cause his health to deteriorate... I'm sorry ... T.T

Happy New Year!!!

Happy New Year !I don't know what to write in my blog.. hahaha ...Oh yes... PMR result just came out on the 30th of December 2008... To those who get straight As,congratulations to u all .. Don't be sad to those who did not get good results... Anyway ,SPM is more important... So don't get disappointed or give up on your studies... Some people got 4As in PMR but in SPM got 16 As ... So surprising right ???It is true...
In 2009 , I will be a changed person... You will see the new 'ME' when school reopens..If you do not like the new'ME ', please don't hate me ya...hahaha just wait and see what will happen in school...Bye see you in school ...!!!